Complicated.

oh God,
did u plan this?
ME.
thinking?
seeing from different points of view?

many things happened.
i really just have to carry those,
the burdens,
the worries.

is this ME?
yea.
i WAS,
someone with principle.
but now,
I'm not sure.
i only know that it's the best if i follow the ways of God,
not the WORLD.

the World's getting sort of unreasonable.
gay/lesbian?
premarital sex?
body piercing?
oh oh. whatsoever! what are you guys' doin' man.
maybe God expected all this.
or he DOES.
but why does he still give us FREEWILL?
because he LOVE us?

YES, he love us.

but why he doesn't get back the same treatment?
some doesn't believe in Him,
even though God gave the chances to know him.
He can do anything.
Great Stuff!

sometimes i wonder...
why can't he just appear & show the non-believers?
so...
I'll ask him lots of questions if i can reach Heaven!
:)

is it because it isn't worth it?
because God gave them enough chances?
because they sin?

thoughts...
both negative & positive.
most are negative recently.
but now,
I'm trying to look at the bright side,
i guessed.
or maybe looking at every point of view,
to neutralise?
sort of.

been thinking a lot,
but this time,
at least i sort some out!
i didn't keep being pessimistic,
i looked at my problems,
people's thoughts,
people's says,
people's feelings.

every one's different.
no one's exactly
have the same mindset,
have the same goals,
have the same attitude,
have the same personality,
have the same thinking.

everyone treat different kind of matter differently.
nothing's FAIR in this world.
it's obvious.

that's why i don't think there's a need to have a 'judge' HERE on this Earth.
oh well,
should be someone who conducts law & order.
but not call them as Judge.
they're not God.

in my eyes,
we live for God,
God's the only Judge,
He's our creator.

homosexuality.
they can control.
it's a sin.

God wants us to multiply,
& not to...
intimate with same gender.
because it's just...
they couldn't multiply at all.
i hope my post is kinda okay.

LIFE. LIFE. LIFE.
it's oh so COMPLICATED.

Thanksgiving Mass.
today.
kinda great.

<3>He's the one who gave us chances to sing praises to him.