I'm back.

Take me away.

It's 6 days since I blogged.
Hey people, I will link/relink you.
Sorry for late reply yeah.

I've been busy and blogshopping a lot.
Schoolwork are heavy piled on me.
I need to catch up, gotta prove to people that I can manage.

I'm feeling ache now.
I didn't count when my period started the other time.
It should be 2 months ago :x
And yay! or "yay"!
It came just almost midnight yesterday.
Very heavy & I'm suffering from ache.
I don't wanna go school.
There's PE tomorrow too, D:
I wanna tell Mr Tong to excuse me!

A Mathematics been bothering me.
Not a lot, if I feel very slack.
I've got problems with Chinese Language too.
My standard is dropping a lot.
And China's economic is rising already.
Why must my standard drop at this time!

I got back my Chemistry Quiz, 4/10.
Shocked, I thought I would score 0/10.
My class only had 1 who passed, 5/10.
Most got 0/10.
I'm proud of myself.
Actually, not really.
I thought I knew everything then lent my friend notes.
I didn't intend to study the formulas.
Haha, I feel so dumb.

Oh well.
I had another Quiz after knowing my Chemistry Quiz results.
I think I got around 6.5/10.
Results are bad, to me.
I gotta pull my results to the highest I want to go.
Even though my parents doesn't really appreciate my effort, I know myself :D
Ahh, they prefer George, he's lazy alright!

I have problems continuing my A Maths assignment.
Damn Binomial Theorem.
I have no confidence with Mrs Chang.
This made the reason on why I usually sleep or didn't pay attention if Mrs Wong isn't there.
THIS IS BAD.
I"LL SAY AGAIN, THIS IS BAD!
She's so unsure of myself and all ):

When a student score high marks, she wouldn't really care...
She really focus on the weak ones.
Hmm, I really hope she could balance both.
No one is perfect, you see...
Since when I got A2 for A Maths SA1, I supposed she thought that I'll have no problems after that.
THIS IS SO WRONG.
I don't understand that stupid graph, the lesson she taught during the post examinations period.
Ahh, I responsibility for this too.
I shouldn't not pay attention.
I'm sure there would be some help if I focus on her lessons.

I'm such a bad example.
Damn, I gotta change for the better.

-In confidence
-Sensitive
-Bad temper
-Eating in class (except for sweets, I'm allowed for some lessons!)
-Doubting Life

Really, Life is bothering me a lot.
Maybe this is not the right time for me to blog since I'm having this period thing.
It's ruining my mood somehow.

Every factors and happenings of Life

I question myself

Why is all of this happening

Then I tell myself

Everything happens for a reason

No one has the answer except God

Then I ponder

Humans couldn't let go of their burden to God

Is this why we, humans worry so much

Then I calculate

As pressure accumulates

We, humans could not manage all this

Then I am lost

Silly thoughts on our mind

Committing suicides

Torturing ourselves

It does not worth at all

This is being selfish

Then I search

We, humans have God

Why we could not give ourselves to him fully

Then I found

Oh God

He is Our Creator Our Father Our Light

We feel so free with Him in our hearts

Where burdens and sorrows of us sinners

Vanished and live happily ever after

Then I thank

We, humans are so selfish

Hurting ourselves

Hurting people around us

Hurting God

He is so ever merciful

Forgive our deadly sins

Then I recall

Uncountable sins we done

All is recorded

Piles and piles of it

Have we realised

He is going to clear it

Have we appreciated

Have we even accepted Him

Then I fall

Tears running down on our face

Created by Him

Teardrops of us is like a diamond in His eyes

Don't we not known

We still do doubt Him

This hurts Him

I still wonder a lot in my own thoughts, this irks.

I'm weak.